tuedays

Perhaps.
my expectations of you were way too high.
i tried to implement my ideals on u.
u did too.
only to leave us feeling exasperated at the end of the day.

you dont have to change anything for me.
its pointless.
it shouldnt be this tiring for you.
it never should have been.

i tried.
i've really tried.
i thought you could be the one.
i thought you were the one.
but smhow along the way.
we've got lost trying to be what we thought, we should be.

and these are storms we could not weather.

have you ever tried cycling/swimming so hard, just so you could numb the heart?